Suicide

Suicide I’m sure it’s something people have an opinion on. 

May be something people think is a cowards move, maybe be something people think is a persons only option… it happens nonetheless.

Tonight, I was inches away from taking all my sleeping tablets and any other tablets I could get my hands on… my husband and I have split, he has my children, he will be getting the home I paid for, he has the car I paid half of, he will has my family…  you hear all this talk about how dads kill thwmselves over not seeing their kids… mums kill themselves too. 

Let that sink in… it’s not as common… but it HAPPENS.. I would of been that uncommon occurrence… I wrote letters to my children, To my ex husband and to my cousin.. 

I don’t have much to live for if I can’t have my children 💔💔

My heart is broken in a million pieces and I don’t know how I will put it back together 💔
She won’t benamed