The way I feel.

Seeing as I get told I’m not allowed to feel the way I feel, i will post it here… 

 I’m having so much trouble with Miss Fives behaviour, Master 3 is starting to follow suit., before long Master 7 months will start to do the same.. 

I feel like they hate me. I honestly have no idea who I am anymore.  As a parent, you face struggles, you wonder if what you’re doing is right for your child, is this really the best decision for my child? 

I honestly feel like I’m a failing mother. I feel like I’ve failed, failed my husband and my children. 

I’m sorry. I am just so fucking sorry.

Shewontbenamed